[ A simple gesture it may be, and yet it is more than enough to satisfy Will. Strohl pulls him in closer, a gentle hand at the back of his head guiding and encouraging him to indulge deeper. He can't help but lean in a bit as Strohl pulls back, reluctant to part but acquiescing all the same. The brief pause is worth every second though; the three words and their follow-up breathed from Strohl's lips leave Will's heart shuddering within his chest.
And before he can urge Strohl to show him how seriously he intends to keep that promise, his companion is already pulling him in close again. Here, there is no Euchronian King, only the lone elda who has become Strohl's willing recipient of all his affections. In turn, Strohl is rewarded with a pleased sigh as Will's arms wrap around him, fingers grasping at his coat against his back.
They'll return to Grand Trad later with one extra secret held within their hearts. But out here where Halia once stood, it's easier for Will to feel as though they were on their journey from the past, where they were merely a traveling boy and a fallen noble. Details and particulars can come later, even if it does not change the fact that moments like this may be fewer and far between.
That truth only serves to fuel the newly-lit flame of ardor within Will. Before, it existed as warm embers, content to live on into perpetuity in that muted form if necessary. Now they flicker into a full flame thanks to Strohl's fanning of those embers, his newly-forged oath feeding it with a steady supply of tinder and kindling. Hope and adoration are thrown upon the fire, allowing it to rise and consume fear, singeing it into mere ash.
Then again, perhaps it's where they differ: Will has never feared holding others within his heart. ]
It's a little unfair of you though, Strohl.
[ Will manages to get those words out in between them melding against one another. ]
Now that I know your intentions, I'm forced to wait for the next time we can do this.
[ In spite of those words, his lips curve against Strohl's in the shape of a smile. ]
[ His words remain just as affectionate as before. ]
Years of planned courting have gone by the wayside in just a few words and a kiss.
[ He can feel his heart ache at seeing his smile.
Of course, Strohl soon breathes out a small laugh. If he had been wiser, he should have made his intentions known from the start. But then, if he didn't hold himself back with this tenuous process of showing his feelings, he fears what he might have done. He may have grown out of his impulsive behavior, but that is something that took their journey to do. ]
But I suppose that tells you the sway that you have over me.
[ It is only Halia that is his sticking point, but that is because of the weight it holds. His home and Will are pieces that he wants to protect with everything he has. But he fears what would happen if something were to occur again. Would he be able to be steadfast and triumphant? Or would he fail them in some way? Like he did when he stepped back as Will was almost turned into a Human? The shame he felt ate at him; he almost gave up on his desire to hold him as he is now.
What right did he have to wish for a future when he could not stand with him then?
But - he can't keep hesitating because of one wrong. He can't keep acting like one mistake is the reason he shouldn't seek something better. If he does, what does that mean for the country? What does that mean for the people? A little more forgiveness is needed for everyone.
And he can't stop his heart even if he wants to do so. ]
We don't have to wait for the next time to find out what more there can be.
[ Yes, for all his romantic and adoring thoughts, he can't deny the lustful ones, either. Especially since he is holding him so close and can still feel the warmth of his mouth against his own. ]
[ Now that he has certainty within his heart, Will can't say whether he has the patience to endure those years of planned courting. Perhaps it's ultimately for the best then, that he's stepped forward to shatter that barrier with a few words and a kiss. ]
Careful, Strohl. You never know what someone might do after you've revealed that sort of information.
[ But hasn't Will done the same, albeit without uttering a single word? His facial expression surely says as much with lips parted and a pink flush dusting his cheeks. It's his turn to breathe out a small laugh again at the sound of Strohl's comments.
Truly, years of planned courting had been cast aside.
Will leans forward again in search of Strohl once more, fingers still grasping at the fabric of Strohl's coat. Had he the physical strength, one might not put it past Will to tear the entire article of clothing off the clemar's body. But he could never, not when it bears the crest of his companion's beloved home, the coat of arms of the very ground that they stand upon.
And perhaps it is fitting that they find themselves here in particular as they press closer to each other. There is nary a restored building standing within the ruins. The scars of destruction remain upon the cornerstones of each building. Yet, where flames had once licked the grounds bare, blades of grass have sprouted anew and blanket Halia with new life.
From these ruins, it seems something new has grown too. Based on Strohl's words, it seems to have sprung from both of their hearts. Halia is still alive. They are still alive, and the heartbeat thrumming within his chest is yet another reminder, soaring from being certain about Strohl's own feelings even if he does not yet know the true depth of them. Then again, here is Strohl, offering to show him a glimpse of it, offering to permit Will to acquaint himself with it.
He tilts his head a bit, planting a kiss at the corner of Strohl's mouth while simultaneously offering the pulse in his neck to his companion. ]
We've done enough waiting then, haven't we?
[ Will may be the king, but it seems he has no qualms with deferring to Strohl. For today, it seems all behavior from Strohl which may be unbecoming in the presence of royalty is excused. ]
[ His voice lowers rather than joining in the playful tone.
Indeed, for all his romantic plannings, he could not deny the desire tangled deep within. Yet he knew if he chased those thoughts too far, he would be the one who failed.
Their journey together taught him patience; it taught him to build his self-control up so high as to not ruin anything between them. It is how he could remain steadfast as Will grasps so on his coat; he can feel the desperation in his grip. He swallows as his mouth goes dry - and yet he does not stop looking into his eyes.
He won't turn away from him.
Strohl knows that their hearts are beating at the same frantic pace. He tries to suck cool air in as he thinks that he should take back what he said. Perhaps, we should wait. Yet the kiss on the corner of his lips makes him swallow those hateful words. The offer given to him and the rhetorical question undoes him more.
Well, Heismay's ears can't reach this far - and there is no one here to see us.
The thoughts themselves are rational and he thinks he said them but he didn't. Instead, he pulls Will closer into his arms. He dips his head down to take what is offered - that beautiful neck. His mouth presses hot, adoring kisses across the skin. Parting his lips, he lightly bites - nips - before kissing where his mouth has been. Almost like an apology, completely in reverence to him.
Will is his Captain, still; his friend, his light. All of these things he is before he is his king. Someone would have complaints about that, but he shoves those words out of his mind as well and he takes the time just to cling to him tight - he'll let him go soon, but he can't get enough of his taste on his tongue. ]
[ Not a single word makes it past Strohl's lips. There is no need. His actions speak clearly for him as he pulls Will in closer, assenting and capitulating to the question that hangs in the air. In truth, Will had been of a similar mindset. They are out of sight from prying eyes, and while it is said that the walls have ears, there are none to be spotted across what remained of Halia.
Teeth scrape lightly against Will's bared neck, leaving him shuddering at the juxtaposed sensations of each nip immediately followed by a tender caress of Strohl's lips. His hand slides from Strohl's coat as an arm wraps around Strohl instead, fingers curling into his back. Here is the person who'd earnestly declared that Will could rely on him, now and always, that he need only to look over his shoulder whenever he felt weary. There, he would find hope and an outstretched hand ready to catch him should he ever stumble. ]
S-Strohl --
[ The name that rests upon Will's tongue is one that has always tasted the sweetest to him. The light rouge dusting his cheekbones blooms into a deeper pink, spurred on further by the fact that there are no walls to seclude this moment from the rest of the world. And yet, ironically, they might find themselves with less privacy had they been within the palace.
His eyes drift shut as he hums with satisfaction. Now that he's received a taste of Strohl's affections, Will finds himself craving more. It's an unfamiliar feeling, not merely because neither of them had ever laid truly laid their hands upon the other until now, but rather because he'd grown so accustomed to accepting that desire was not something he would ever find nestled within his palms.
He'd been born from desire, the Prince's wish to walk the land. But desire, wishes -- such concepts were never meant for him. What use does one created to serve another's purpose have for yearning? Simply being born from desire did not necessarily mean it was something meant for him. Even now, even after uncovering his identity as the Prince, then as the Euchronian king, he finds the concept of wishing for something for himself quite unusual.
Yet he finds himself here, craving more of what Strohl offers up to him. ]
I... want to know --
[ The fingers at Strohl's back dig a little harder into his coat. ]
Show me how much you've wanted me all this time --
[ It only somewhat bothers him that he didn't get to say everything he thought. And only somewhat because it seems like his feelings came through anyway; the way that he holds onto him; how he pants slightly each time his lips pull away from Will's neck only to press more needy kisses against his skin.
He knows how his body stills at hearing him say his name. The desire rises through him; he can feel it almost like the same fire that burned in his chest upon his awakening. Some sense tries to come back to him. A voice tells him: Be reasonable. If you keep acting this way, won't it be shameful to return to the carriage? He is still this country's king.
Of course, he dismisses that voice. It's small and only clinging to sense because he's drowning in the feelings he's been holding onto for so long. Be silent. The time has come to tell his thoughts to be quiet. Especially since it is not just up to him - the request he has for him; the command; the curiosity of what he's been holding in his heart has been given.
It's time to answer the voice that weakly protests and Will. ]
I'll show you every part of my heart. [ He has to adjust how they're holding one another; they have to part. He intends to lay his coat down on the ground - for as much comfort as he can give him. ] You are my captain, but even before that, you're the person I love first and foremost. [ As he steps back, he holds onto Will's arm - his hand sliding down the sleeve until his fingers touch skin, he gently turns his hand over, he brings it up to press a longing kiss on the inside of his wrist.
It's the most control he can continue to have before he starts roughly pulling his clothes off - remembering only to put the coat down as he initially intended to do. He did think to pull Will's clothes off but knew he would rip them off in impatience.
Strohl doesn't care about that as much with his clothes, but if he hears the sound of the material tearing, he fears what would be left of his senses. ]
[ There's one last kiss pressed against his neck before the two of them must part. Strohl's response reassures Will that it won't be for very long. Yes, every part -- both the beautiful and the more unsightly shades, the ones that Strohl has potentially spent so very long trying to keep concealed out of fear of impropriety: Will wants to see and experience everything. After all, he's always had an appetite for the unknown.
His heart thrums within his chest as Strohl's hand slides down his sleeve, bare fingertips brushing against naked skin peeking between that same fabric and the cuff of his gloves. And Strohl holds him so gently, lifting the hand to plant another kiss against the pale skin of his wrist. This is how Strohl has always been with him, suspending Will within his hands like something precious even when those very same hands were capable of wielding that giant greatsword of his with ease.
In fact, that very same energy is on full display as Strohl's fingers fall away from Will's wrist to begin tugging his own clothes off. There's a small laugh from Will, though the sound it makes is barely a slight exhale. No matter how measured and controlled Strohl tried to conduct himself, Will knows this is Strohl in his element, fire in his veins while driven by heart as opposed to head.
Not that it means Will isn't any less eager than Strohl. His fingers work deftly to unbutton his own coat, setting it aside before the rest follow shortly afterwards. There's a moment of hesitation as he glances down at Strohl's own laid upon the grass. Like this, it may inevitably result in streaks of dark green. Will has seen how meticulously Strohl minds that one article of clothing, given how it is adorned with his house's crest. But here he is, readily offering it up for the sake of Will's comfort. If that's the case, Will thinks he should ensure that his gratitude for Strohl's thoughtfulness is reflected in his future ministrations.
So he reaches forward, a smile curving upon his lips as he takes Strohl by the hand, coaxing him to join him as he settles on his back. This is far from the first time they'd seen one another like this, given all the times they'd indulged in the Altabury hot springs. And because of that, there is no need for Will to feel self-conscious about the mottled flesh over his heart and the shadows of briars stretching across his chest. It is, however... certainly the first time that Will has laid eyes upon Strohl from this particular angle. His general, the person he has always loved first and foremost, has always been breathtaking, but to see just how deeply Strohl has wanted this based on the flush dusting his cheeks...
He reaches up with both hands, cradling Strohl's face between two palms. ]
Let me see it all, Strohl. Let me feel you, every part of your heart.
[ When he first laid eyes on the remnants of the curse, he recalls his own surprise but did not wish to burden Will with his emotions. That seems to be the story of how he has carried on; his emotions have been a burden yet also a crutch through these long days.
To cherish each moment that he had with him; to anger at the injustice that he's suffered. The machinations of cruel men did this to him, and he would not stand for another to ruin him - even if that hand may be his own.
But wasn't that conceited? Wasn't that wrong? They've walked together and traveled through so much; he was one of his beginning companions but Will was Strohl's first. He was the first one he felt he could believe in; felt he could rely upon; felt he could die for without any regret.
It was such a heavy burden to put on another person that he feared what would happen if he let Will know how deep his feelings ran.
. . .
Certainly, it is nice to have these introspective thoughts as he's ripping the clothes off his own body.
His thoughts and actions are at odds with one another. That has always been a problem for him, in one way or another. Before it was because he spoke before he thought; then it became he thought before he spoke. To grow, he found new weaknesses, but he would always have one true vice.
He would give Will just about anything he asked for; in the hands of a wicked man, he knows that could spell so much ruin. But Will is ... Will. Fallible, hopeful, and good. A person who seeks out answers and questions his actions rather than believe himself to always be right.
His arms wrap around him, pulling him in close; naked flesh against naked flesh. He's kneeling slightly so that he can press his lips against where the mottled flesh is over his heart. Kissing the wounded area as he wanted to do when he first saw it. Running his hands and fingers over the shadows of those briars - believing his touch to be healing something deep in his soul. Or feeding into the fire of what is being created here.
Just tasting the skin under his mouth is enough to make his breath come out hard and heavy. It's a longing that he has denied himself yet is being allowed to indulge. ]
I can't promise it won't be suffocating... but what is in my heart is yours.
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And before he can urge Strohl to show him how seriously he intends to keep that promise, his companion is already pulling him in close again. Here, there is no Euchronian King, only the lone elda who has become Strohl's willing recipient of all his affections. In turn, Strohl is rewarded with a pleased sigh as Will's arms wrap around him, fingers grasping at his coat against his back.
They'll return to Grand Trad later with one extra secret held within their hearts. But out here where Halia once stood, it's easier for Will to feel as though they were on their journey from the past, where they were merely a traveling boy and a fallen noble. Details and particulars can come later, even if it does not change the fact that moments like this may be fewer and far between.
That truth only serves to fuel the newly-lit flame of ardor within Will. Before, it existed as warm embers, content to live on into perpetuity in that muted form if necessary. Now they flicker into a full flame thanks to Strohl's fanning of those embers, his newly-forged oath feeding it with a steady supply of tinder and kindling. Hope and adoration are thrown upon the fire, allowing it to rise and consume fear, singeing it into mere ash.
Then again, perhaps it's where they differ: Will has never feared holding others within his heart. ]
It's a little unfair of you though, Strohl.
[ Will manages to get those words out in between them melding against one another. ]
Now that I know your intentions, I'm forced to wait for the next time we can do this.
[ In spite of those words, his lips curve against Strohl's in the shape of a smile. ]
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[ His words remain just as affectionate as before. ]
Years of planned courting have gone by the wayside in just a few words and a kiss.
[ He can feel his heart ache at seeing his smile.
Of course, Strohl soon breathes out a small laugh. If he had been wiser, he should have made his intentions known from the start. But then, if he didn't hold himself back with this tenuous process of showing his feelings, he fears what he might have done. He may have grown out of his impulsive behavior, but that is something that took their journey to do. ]
But I suppose that tells you the sway that you have over me.
[ It is only Halia that is his sticking point, but that is because of the weight it holds. His home and Will are pieces that he wants to protect with everything he has. But he fears what would happen if something were to occur again. Would he be able to be steadfast and triumphant? Or would he fail them in some way? Like he did when he stepped back as Will was almost turned into a Human? The shame he felt ate at him; he almost gave up on his desire to hold him as he is now.
What right did he have to wish for a future when he could not stand with him then?
But - he can't keep hesitating because of one wrong. He can't keep acting like one mistake is the reason he shouldn't seek something better. If he does, what does that mean for the country? What does that mean for the people? A little more forgiveness is needed for everyone.
And he can't stop his heart even if he wants to do so. ]
We don't have to wait for the next time to find out what more there can be.
[ Yes, for all his romantic and adoring thoughts, he can't deny the lustful ones, either. Especially since he is holding him so close and can still feel the warmth of his mouth against his own. ]
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Careful, Strohl. You never know what someone might do after you've revealed that sort of information.
[ But hasn't Will done the same, albeit without uttering a single word? His facial expression surely says as much with lips parted and a pink flush dusting his cheeks. It's his turn to breathe out a small laugh again at the sound of Strohl's comments.
Truly, years of planned courting had been cast aside.
Will leans forward again in search of Strohl once more, fingers still grasping at the fabric of Strohl's coat. Had he the physical strength, one might not put it past Will to tear the entire article of clothing off the clemar's body. But he could never, not when it bears the crest of his companion's beloved home, the coat of arms of the very ground that they stand upon.
And perhaps it is fitting that they find themselves here in particular as they press closer to each other. There is nary a restored building standing within the ruins. The scars of destruction remain upon the cornerstones of each building. Yet, where flames had once licked the grounds bare, blades of grass have sprouted anew and blanket Halia with new life.
From these ruins, it seems something new has grown too. Based on Strohl's words, it seems to have sprung from both of their hearts. Halia is still alive. They are still alive, and the heartbeat thrumming within his chest is yet another reminder, soaring from being certain about Strohl's own feelings even if he does not yet know the true depth of them. Then again, here is Strohl, offering to show him a glimpse of it, offering to permit Will to acquaint himself with it.
He tilts his head a bit, planting a kiss at the corner of Strohl's mouth while simultaneously offering the pulse in his neck to his companion. ]
We've done enough waiting then, haven't we?
[ Will may be the king, but it seems he has no qualms with deferring to Strohl. For today, it seems all behavior from Strohl which may be unbecoming in the presence of royalty is excused. ]
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[ His voice lowers rather than joining in the playful tone.
Indeed, for all his romantic plannings, he could not deny the desire tangled deep within. Yet he knew if he chased those thoughts too far, he would be the one who failed.
Their journey together taught him patience; it taught him to build his self-control up so high as to not ruin anything between them. It is how he could remain steadfast as Will grasps so on his coat; he can feel the desperation in his grip. He swallows as his mouth goes dry - and yet he does not stop looking into his eyes.
He won't turn away from him.
Strohl knows that their hearts are beating at the same frantic pace. He tries to suck cool air in as he thinks that he should take back what he said. Perhaps, we should wait. Yet the kiss on the corner of his lips makes him swallow those hateful words. The offer given to him and the rhetorical question undoes him more.
Well, Heismay's ears can't reach this far - and there is no one here to see us.
The thoughts themselves are rational and he thinks he said them but he didn't. Instead, he pulls Will closer into his arms. He dips his head down to take what is offered - that beautiful neck. His mouth presses hot, adoring kisses across the skin. Parting his lips, he lightly bites - nips - before kissing where his mouth has been. Almost like an apology, completely in reverence to him.
Will is his Captain, still; his friend, his light. All of these things he is before he is his king. Someone would have complaints about that, but he shoves those words out of his mind as well and he takes the time just to cling to him tight - he'll let him go soon, but he can't get enough of his taste on his tongue. ]
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Teeth scrape lightly against Will's bared neck, leaving him shuddering at the juxtaposed sensations of each nip immediately followed by a tender caress of Strohl's lips. His hand slides from Strohl's coat as an arm wraps around Strohl instead, fingers curling into his back. Here is the person who'd earnestly declared that Will could rely on him, now and always, that he need only to look over his shoulder whenever he felt weary. There, he would find hope and an outstretched hand ready to catch him should he ever stumble. ]
S-Strohl --
[ The name that rests upon Will's tongue is one that has always tasted the sweetest to him. The light rouge dusting his cheekbones blooms into a deeper pink, spurred on further by the fact that there are no walls to seclude this moment from the rest of the world. And yet, ironically, they might find themselves with less privacy had they been within the palace.
His eyes drift shut as he hums with satisfaction. Now that he's received a taste of Strohl's affections, Will finds himself craving more. It's an unfamiliar feeling, not merely because neither of them had ever laid truly laid their hands upon the other until now, but rather because he'd grown so accustomed to accepting that desire was not something he would ever find nestled within his palms.
He'd been born from desire, the Prince's wish to walk the land. But desire, wishes -- such concepts were never meant for him. What use does one created to serve another's purpose have for yearning? Simply being born from desire did not necessarily mean it was something meant for him. Even now, even after uncovering his identity as the Prince, then as the Euchronian king, he finds the concept of wishing for something for himself quite unusual.
Yet he finds himself here, craving more of what Strohl offers up to him. ]
I... want to know --
[ The fingers at Strohl's back dig a little harder into his coat. ]
Show me how much you've wanted me all this time --
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He knows how his body stills at hearing him say his name. The desire rises through him; he can feel it almost like the same fire that burned in his chest upon his awakening. Some sense tries to come back to him. A voice tells him: Be reasonable. If you keep acting this way, won't it be shameful to return to the carriage? He is still this country's king.
Of course, he dismisses that voice. It's small and only clinging to sense because he's drowning in the feelings he's been holding onto for so long. Be silent. The time has come to tell his thoughts to be quiet. Especially since it is not just up to him - the request he has for him; the command; the curiosity of what he's been holding in his heart has been given.
It's time to answer the voice that weakly protests and Will. ]
I'll show you every part of my heart. [ He has to adjust how they're holding one another; they have to part. He intends to lay his coat down on the ground - for as much comfort as he can give him. ] You are my captain, but even before that, you're the person I love first and foremost. [ As he steps back, he holds onto Will's arm - his hand sliding down the sleeve until his fingers touch skin, he gently turns his hand over, he brings it up to press a longing kiss on the inside of his wrist.
It's the most control he can continue to have before he starts roughly pulling his clothes off - remembering only to put the coat down as he initially intended to do. He did think to pull Will's clothes off but knew he would rip them off in impatience.
Strohl doesn't care about that as much with his clothes, but if he hears the sound of the material tearing, he fears what would be left of his senses. ]
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His heart thrums within his chest as Strohl's hand slides down his sleeve, bare fingertips brushing against naked skin peeking between that same fabric and the cuff of his gloves. And Strohl holds him so gently, lifting the hand to plant another kiss against the pale skin of his wrist. This is how Strohl has always been with him, suspending Will within his hands like something precious even when those very same hands were capable of wielding that giant greatsword of his with ease.
In fact, that very same energy is on full display as Strohl's fingers fall away from Will's wrist to begin tugging his own clothes off. There's a small laugh from Will, though the sound it makes is barely a slight exhale. No matter how measured and controlled Strohl tried to conduct himself, Will knows this is Strohl in his element, fire in his veins while driven by heart as opposed to head.
Not that it means Will isn't any less eager than Strohl. His fingers work deftly to unbutton his own coat, setting it aside before the rest follow shortly afterwards. There's a moment of hesitation as he glances down at Strohl's own laid upon the grass. Like this, it may inevitably result in streaks of dark green. Will has seen how meticulously Strohl minds that one article of clothing, given how it is adorned with his house's crest. But here he is, readily offering it up for the sake of Will's comfort. If that's the case, Will thinks he should ensure that his gratitude for Strohl's thoughtfulness is reflected in his future ministrations.
So he reaches forward, a smile curving upon his lips as he takes Strohl by the hand, coaxing him to join him as he settles on his back. This is far from the first time they'd seen one another like this, given all the times they'd indulged in the Altabury hot springs. And because of that, there is no need for Will to feel self-conscious about the mottled flesh over his heart and the shadows of briars stretching across his chest. It is, however... certainly the first time that Will has laid eyes upon Strohl from this particular angle. His general, the person he has always loved first and foremost, has always been breathtaking, but to see just how deeply Strohl has wanted this based on the flush dusting his cheeks...
He reaches up with both hands, cradling Strohl's face between two palms. ]
Let me see it all, Strohl. Let me feel you, every part of your heart.
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To cherish each moment that he had with him; to anger at the injustice that he's suffered. The machinations of cruel men did this to him, and he would not stand for another to ruin him - even if that hand may be his own.
But wasn't that conceited? Wasn't that wrong? They've walked together and traveled through so much; he was one of his beginning companions but Will was Strohl's first. He was the first one he felt he could believe in; felt he could rely upon; felt he could die for without any regret.
It was such a heavy burden to put on another person that he feared what would happen if he let Will know how deep his feelings ran.
.
.
.
Certainly, it is nice to have these introspective thoughts as he's ripping the clothes off his own body.
His thoughts and actions are at odds with one another. That has always been a problem for him, in one way or another. Before it was because he spoke before he thought; then it became he thought before he spoke. To grow, he found new weaknesses, but he would always have one true vice.
He would give Will just about anything he asked for; in the hands of a wicked man, he knows that could spell so much ruin. But Will is ... Will. Fallible, hopeful, and good. A person who seeks out answers and questions his actions rather than believe himself to always be right.
His arms wrap around him, pulling him in close; naked flesh against naked flesh. He's kneeling slightly so that he can press his lips against where the mottled flesh is over his heart. Kissing the wounded area as he wanted to do when he first saw it. Running his hands and fingers over the shadows of those briars - believing his touch to be healing something deep in his soul. Or feeding into the fire of what is being created here.
Just tasting the skin under his mouth is enough to make his breath come out hard and heavy. It's a longing that he has denied himself yet is being allowed to indulge. ]
I can't promise it won't be suffocating... but what is in my heart is yours.